Hi. Last October I was sexually assaulted when a man masterbated then fored his finger into my vagina and held me down and he moved it around in my vagina.
One month later, I got a huge green blister on the crease where my thigh meets my vaginal area. I also got another huge yellow blisters. Both blisters oozed pus and were crusted over. They eventually cleared. I went to a health clinic and a physician took a 5 second glances and diagnosed it as a yeast infection. I am so depressed and worried it could have been Herpes.
About one mother after the assault, I noticed small red bumps. About two month ago, they turned into genital warts. I got the genital warts treated at Planned Parenthood. They are mostly gone.
However, I have a very fowel odor coming from my vaginal area. What if I have other STDs? I asked Planned Parenthood twice for STD and HIV tests but they said I would have to go to the Health Department.
I though Planned Parenthood was where you go to get tested??? How come their website says they do HIV testing and STD testing but when I go there they say I have to go tot he Health Department?
Where can I get tested? I don’t have a license yet so how can I explain to my friend that I need to go to the Health Department? See my cover for getting a ride from my older friend was saying I went to Planned Parenthood to get birth control pills. (I am not sexually active. I am a virgin but it is better than saying I am going there for STDs) I don’t want to tell anyone I might have STDs so why should I say I need to go to the Health Department?
I am so depressed!!! It has been 10 months since the assault, but I still worry every day if I have caught other STDs besides HPV.
Please help. Should I kill myself? How can I convince Planned Parenthood to give me a test? Why is it so hard? Every time I ask, they said "Well you need to go to the Health Departmet to get tested."
HELP ME
I can’t press charges because I am powerless. This happened 10 months ago anyways, so it is too late. I had two beers right before the attack (He gave them to me) I was on probation for two Minor in Possession of Alcohol tickets. If I called the cops, I would violate my probation, go to jail and then get another ticket and be on probation longer. Plus, I would not be a "credible" victim since the defense attorney would say I was an alcoholic.
I just want to die. It is so hard not knowing what I have.
I just screamed to my Mom that I am going to kill myself tonight. But then she yelled at me and called me a bitch and said THE NEIGHBORS ARE GOING TO HEAR YOU. Whenever, I am crying, she tells me to shut up so the neighbors to here. Or she says "Want me to call a psychiatrist you sick little whore."
I am tired of my mom calling me a whore.
I just wnt to die. I wish I could hire a lawyer to sue that guy,b ut i don’t have any money.
Should I take this bottle of tynelon pm?
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